fuck.

so i typically try to avoid posts that involve anything really personal because no one wants to read that shit, but tonight i'm making an exception - i am somewhat bummed. it seems like i'm basically failing the two Linguistics classes that i'm taking. i got a "see me" note from the TA on my syntax homework, so i'm going in to her office tomorrow to figure out exactly what that means. i feel like i mostly understand the lectures/reading but when it comes to applying the knowledge in homework/test situations i flounder. i will talk to my TA tomorrow and see what i can do to pass the class.

my other LING class, phonology 1 is beating me up a little too. we took exam 2 today and i also did somewhat shitfully on that. looking back it really pisses me off because i know i had only myself to blame for my poor performance. i vaguely knew everything on that test, but had i studied for like an hour i could have kicked that test's ass. this is one of those instances where i would like to go back in time, slap the wine glass out of my hand and punch myself in the dick for being a dumbass.

fuck.

i'd like to now point out the irony in writing a blog post about not studying enough when i could be using that time to, like study.